Date: Mon, 17 Apr 2006 01:41:15 -0700 (PDT) From: Steyener Subject: A Great Realization
At what point do you realize that you like men? The first couple times you do something with a man you really aren't too sure. Is it when you start liking to give another man head? Is it when you start swallowing cum? Is it when you will do ANYTHING to have something to do with another man? I'll tell you all about how I came to the realization that I officially like men.
It started when i was 11 years old. My older brother had a friend staying the night. I got out of bed because I heard noises. I went to the next room where my brother was and his door was cracked open. I quietly peered inside. His TV was on and mike and his friend were laying on his bed. I looked a bit harder and they were both completely naked. My brother was laying back on the bed and his friend was sucking his dick.
That would get my mind flowing. Up until then I had never even done anything sexual with my cock. After looking at my brother do that for months I started to jack off. It got me so excited. My next experience would be when I was 18. I was working at an electronics retail store. I have had girlfriends since but nothing got my cock harder than watching my brother have sex with his friend on the weekends. Nobody had said anything about men having sex with men being out of the ordinary so I assumed that it was totally normal.
I was receiving a shipment of dvd's when my supervisor started to hit on me. This guy was openly gay. He's not the flaming homosexual that many see on TV. He acts just like every other guy. Anyway, I was busy checking in some dvd's when something unexpected happened.
Rob said, "Hey Jim, what are you doing after work?"
I said, "Nothing, why?"
He said, "Would you want to come home with me?"
I said, "I don't see why not? What did you want to do?"
He chuckled and said, "You don't know?"
I said, "No, what?"
He walked up to me. He reached down and started to rub my cock through my jeans. He said, "I thought I would take you home, take your clothes off and get you into bed."
I said, "Oh, cool. Just so you know, I haven't done much with another guy. I've only sucked a guy's cock."
He said, "That's fine. We'll have some fun."
We went back to his house after work and made out on the couch. Everyone at work knew that we left together and I was sleeping at his place. I just didn't really care if anyone knew or not. I had never had sex with a man or woman so I was a bit nervous. He was very gentle. His cock was so beautiful. It was about 8 inches long and about 2 inches thick. He showed me how to 69. It was the most erotic experience I have ever had. Of course, I hadn't had very many experiences before then anyway. I had to open the next day. When i got to the store 2 of the guys in the warehouse were already there and had heard about me sleeping at Rob's house.
Mike said, "I heard you slept at Rob's house last night, that must've been fun."
I said, "Actually it was pretty fun."
Steve said, "So what did you guys do?"
I said, "You really want to know?"
They said, "Yeah."
I said, "He got me naked. We got in bed. We sucked each other's dicks and then we had sex."
Their eyes got big. Mike said, "Are you serious?"
I said, "Yeah. I never came so many times in my life."
Like I said I didn't care who knew. Well, Rob and I had sex a few more times after that and then he got transferred to a different store. My interest in guys started to dwindle for some reason. My next interest would be after I got married. My wife and I used to hang out with another couple. We used to get drunk and then get freaky. I think we just used drinking as an excuse to get freaky.
One night we were all drunk and me and the other husband were horny. I said, "Honey, why don't we go to bed."
She said, "I'm not in the mood tonight. If you want sex, you'll have to get it from Dan."
I looked at Dan and then said to my wife, "Is that a dare?"
She said, "As if. You aren't gonna do anything with Dan."
I looked at Dan and said, "I don't mind if you don't mind."
Dan stood up and dropped his shorts. I got on my knees and gobbled up his cock. I had totally forgotten that my wife and his wife were in the room. I looked over and the girls were sitting together. Ashley had her hand around my wife's shoulder and she was playing with her tits. Normally I would be loving that, but I was to busy enjoying the cock in my mouth.
That seemed to re-spark my interest in men. I couldn't get seeing Dan's naked body out of my head. I started to do some naughty things. I would get naked in my car and jack off while I drove home from work. I subscribed to a yahoo group to hopefully meet a man for a sexual fling.
One day on my way home from work I drove past an adult bookstore. I was curious about it because I had heard about the jackoff booths they have. I pulled into the parking lot and went inside. I had never been in an adult bookstore before. They asked if I wanted tokens or if I wanted to pay the 3 dollars for a browsing fee. I asked what the tokens were for and the guy running it said, "For the booths in the back." I took 5 dollars in tokens and went to the back.
Once I got back there, I saw a bunch of doors in sort of a cubicle type area. I worked my way around to the back part of the room. I saw a door open and a guy was inside. He was totally naked and slowing stroking his cock. A few minutes later another guy walked up and stood next to me. The two of us stood there and watched this naked man stroke his cock.
Then the guy that was standing next to me said, "Are you going in?"
I said, "I was watching."
He said, "Do you mind if I go in then?"
I said, "No, go right ahead."
The guy rubbed my bottom briefly and said, "Thanks man. 'Preciate it."
The guy walked in and unzipped his pants. He then turned and shut the door. I had to move now. I moved back further into the corner to the next door. This one was also open and this one also had a guy naked and playing with himself. I stood back and watched. As soon as he saw me standing there he turned towards me. He was playing with himself for me.
After a few minutes he said, "Why don't you come in here so we can have some fun." Something clicked in my head. Before I was hesitant, but for some reason I was ready to fuck a complete stranger. I walked in and shut the door. My new found lover helped me undress. He pushed a button on the wall that allowed the booth that was on the other side of the wall to see what we were doing. The person in the other booth had to also push their button and then anyone could see anyone.
As soon as he pushed the button we could see the other side. Apparently the other people had their button pushed. (Now, keep in mind that these booths are supposed to only have 1 person each but nobody ever goes by those rules) Normally, you just see another guy sitting on the bench jacking off. This time there were two people and they were in the middle of some hot anal action.
My friend helped me get naked and he placed my clothes with his. I then got on my knees and started to suck his dick. He grabbed my head and started to pump his hips as I sucked him off. A few minutes later he started to moan. Now at this point i had only had 2 guys cum in my mouth. Both times I spit it out because I was sucking them off after I had cum so I wasn't horny anymore. This time I was horny as fuck. He moaned loud and then shot 3 large spurts of cum into my mouth. I didn't want to stop sucking his dick though. I swallowed his load as he gave it to me. About 1/3 of one spurt ran out of my mouth since it was full of cum and ran down the side of his cock. I pulled my lips off his cock and licked the cum as it ran down the side of his hard cock. After he shot his load, I looked up at him. I opened my mouth and stuck my tongue out a bit. I showed him the mouthfull of his load I still had in my mouth. I then swallowed his load. It actually doesn't taste that bad.
He kissed me and then said, "Ok, big boy. Have a seat. It's time I repaid you for the hot load you made me shoot."
I sat down and he turned away from me. He then started to sit down in my lap. I quickly knew what he wanted. I stood up and grabbed his hips. I pushed my cock into his hot, wet ass. As I pushed my cock into his ass I let out a soft moan. I then grabbed his hips and started to pump my cock into and out of his ass. The longer we fucked the more I started to like it. After about 10 minutes we were both sweaty from head to toe. We were both moaning loud.
I hadn't even realized it but we had been in that booth for 30 minutes. Then there was 3 loud knocks on the door. A voice said, "This is the the management, I don't care what you are doing I want you to open the door immediately." Well, I wasn't quite about to cum but I was getting close. I definitely wasn't about to stop now. My new lover opened the door and a girl stood in front of us.
She said, "I want you to know that we don't normally allow intercourse in the booths. However, due to the fact that you have your light still on we've had to empty the token machine for the booth next to yours. People are filling it up to watch the two of you. Enjoy yourselves."
Well, We just decided to not shut the door. I kept fucking him. About 10 more minutes later I was about to cum. I moaned to my lover, "I'm gonna cum." He said, "Go ahead and cum, baby. I wanna feel you shoot your load into my pussy." Hearing him say this just made me even more horny. I had my arms around his waist as I fucked him. I was on the verge of cumming so I started to fuck him harder. I felt my balls tense up and disappear inside me and then I shot my load inside him. I slowed my pumping down as I emptied my load inside him. I layed against his back with my hard cock still inside him. He turned his head towards me and we kissed until my cock got soft again.
We both got dressed and then walked out of the boothroom together. It must have been even more dark than I thought because as we reached the light I recognized this guy that I had been fucking for the better part of and hour and a half. We looked at each other and I noticed that it was my friend from high school, Mark. We realized that we recognized each other. We held hands as we left the adult bookstore. We went out to our cars.
Mark said, "Jim? Man this is weird. Aren't you married to Karen?"
I said, "Yeah, I am."
He said, " Then why were you at the bookstore?"
I said, "I was horny."
He said, "So what do you think we should do?"
I said, "I won't say anything if you don't."
He said, "No, I meant what are we gonna do about us?"
I said, "Well, that was the best sex I've ever had. I sure don't wanna give that up."
He kissed me full on the lips. He said, "Thank god. I'm tired of closet cases."
I said, "I wanna thank you."
He said, "For what?"
I said, "Helping me finally realize that I can't ignore the fact that I'm attracted to men."
He said, "You gonna tell your wife?"
I said, "Yeah, when I get home. She'll either adapt or she'll leave me."