When I got to freshman year of college, by the end of my first semester, I had not even gotten to first base with a single girl. I had friends who were guys and friends who were girls. Throughout the semester, though I had still been fairly regularly jacking off to gay porn as well as straight still, I was only hoping to "score" with a girl. Among the friends in my clique, the girls were not particularly interested in me sexually. They were nice, but I knew none were attracted to me. As for the guys, none of them seemed even remotely gay or bi-curious, and if they were, they did not show any such feelings towards me.